So I got another job rejection!!

As I said in my previous post, I knew even before going to the interview that I wouldn't get it, I am so unemployable and I am so used rejection by now. It still hurts but I can only do my best.

So, this is the rejection email I got, they told me that I would hear back from them on Wednesday and I ended up getting an email on Friday Afternoon. By then I knew anyways that it was a dead end.

However, the day for me was a positive day. I went, I was 15 minutes early and I sat down and there were two other women there, a woman maybe in her late 30s/early 40s, she was white, dressed in jeans and flowery top. (Yes, for an interview) and another woman was there, the woman in jeans went up for her interview and then me and the other woman were there and we started talking.

After she got comfortable she whispered to me that the woman in jeans already knew the people in the office and someone had come down the stairs and had told her "you got this job already, this is no competition." Yes, that happened, so when I finally went in I was relaxed as a lamb because they already knew who they wanted.

There were 3 guys interviewing and I was so relaxed and kinda prepared, I answered the questions with confidence and gave examples and I have never had such a good feeling from an interview.

So, even though I didn't get it because people hire who they know already, I nailed that interview.

The down side is I didn't really apply for anything for a week because I was waiting for their answer, I am hoping for volunteering opportunities but they want references as well and I am just like really.

So, my confidence is a bit low at the moment and I would rather just put myself out there again but I have too carry on applying, hoping that someone out there in the world will give me a chance. I did complete a website today so I am not completely useless to this world.

At least this made me laugh.