Like is it bad that when I was in Tesco the store clerk or something had a badge and it said she joined the team in 2002 and it's the end of 2013 and she's been there as a customer assistant checkout girl for more than a decade and she hasn't really moved up and to me I feel like I am better than that and I want soo much more than that. She probably has a family at home and that makes her happy but in my mindset now, I couldn't be satisfied.
Something else that is changing is my thoughts on children and before I used to say I wanted 6 children, crazy I know but I was quite young. Then it went down to 4 children and now I would be happy with 1 child. Like I don't want to be 40 years old and no children, no but I don't see myself giving up a career and depending on a husband and raising children. I just want to progress so much that too many children wouldn't be in the plan. Maybe 2 children with a big gap like my parents did.
My first term was amazing and I met some amazing people and I have experienced things that will remember for the rest of my life. I am just greatfull that I got the opportunity to do something I actually like and I see a hard and competitive future but I am going to fight tooth and nail until I get it.
100% all the way and not anything else.
